Sunday, July 7, 2013
No. 26
The Art of Painting
“To draw, you must close your eyes and sing” ~Pablo Picasso
No. 1
Victim
To Preserver
Gone Fishing
No. 2
Miscellaneous Drawer
Waking Madison
Saturday, July 6, 2013
EF6
Fall 2011
Charcoal
This was drawn from a collage of various still life sketches ranging from 5 seconds to 2 minutes.
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Finding Shadow
Crayons to Crayons
Crayons to Crayons
The
woman took a deep breath and peaked around the corner. The sight stunned her,
just as it did every time she passed by that room. Her eyes filled with tears,
and she knew it was her fault.
Growing
up the boy had not questioned his mother or their way of life. He knew that she
was working hard, and being a single mother had never been easy for her. He
ignored what the kids at school said about his clothes and their house. He knew
that telling his mother would only hurt her more.
Two
more steps into the room, and another choked breath. She ran her hand across
his bed, and hugged the pillow infused with dust mites. Everything lay
preserved under a fine layer of dust; untouched for the past three years. She
began to thumb through his drawers, taking out old clothing and toy spaceships.
She felt something cool against her skin, and removed a metal box from
underneath a stack of clothes from his elementary years. She opened it
carefully and had to close her eyes as the tears streamed down her face.
The
little boy was constantly praised by his teachers. He had a true talent for art
that no other student in his class could compare with. He drew and drew. Every
paper his hands touched was covered with elaborate doodles. Every project was
beaming with color and creativity. But as the boy began high school, his mother
was still struggling, to provide for them. So, he decided to get a job. As his
free time dwindled, his art was put aside, a forgotten past time of his
childhood. Senior year came along, and he knew his future. He really had no
other choice; his family could never afford a college tuition. He didn’t talk
about his decision with his mother. One day he just told her his decision. She
didn’t reply. She wanted more than anything for him to go to college. But she
would pay a price for that dream. She knew she didn’t have a better option for
him, and so she let him go. While on the plane, he thought about what college
he might have gone to. What would he have become if he had not signed up for
this harsh life style he was headed for? And he knew he would have become an
artist.
She
removed the pages one by one holding them at arms length as to not spatter them
with her tears. There were
pictures from his toddler years drawn with crayon. There were projects that
sported elaborate paper snowflakes and marker and glitter glue. These were from
his days in elementary school. Atop that there were drawings and doodles done
with pencils, shaded by an expert. They must have been from middle school. Many
of them were on the back of tests and in the margins of notes. At the very top
of the pile, pressed down by the lid of the tin box, was a drawing of crayons.
She didn’t know when he had drawn this, maybe during an art class in middle
school, maybe in high school before he got the job with the lawn company. If
only her monthly paycheck could have supported them both. If only he didn’t
have to leave her for a foreign country. He would still be drawing. She kissed
the picture of the crayons and placed it back in the box.
Three
years ago a boy died. He was 18. He had joined the military knowing it was his
only option. His mother walked into his room today. It was the first time since
her son’s death.
Gianna
Human
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